My head wants to move on- to give myself a chance to actually find love. To find that person that just sings to my soul.
And I don’t know if it is because my soul thinks that person has already been found. Or if my heart just needs more time. It needs more space. It needs to be given some more than what I think it would need.
But what I realize in all of this- is that it is not about them. It is about me. It is about focusing on the things that I do want and not make a list of what I don’t want. But all of that- all of those thoughts are much easier said than done.
So it’s not just a want- it is a need. A need that I cannot truly figure out how to work out. That my brain is struggling to wrap itself around (thanks for being analytical and an empath) and I want to just feel and go. And I hope that is the right path.
Until then- I’ll be checking in every once in awhile on what moving on actually means.